father.
dad.
daddy.
papa.
ayah.
Those words are so familiar. Too familiar. But it can't describe any feeling of being a father.
I still didn't know yet, cause I was just his little girl. And I still just wanna be his little girl as long as I can. I don't want to grow up. I don't want to face the real world, but I have to!
...
But these feelings; a totally messed up feelings of exhausted, depressed, betrayed who can completely turning into a big giant love of a father! I can't deny it!
and you might thought it's just another simple story of life, but not for me.
That day. I can't ever forget.
It was in the middle of a night.
The rain was completely ruining my way home. It was already dark, with no people around. And I was way too far from home. I rode my motorbike alone, but unusually I was so afraid to went home.
Oh God, that motorbike; just happened to got it's most worst condition.
And I was like, 'ooh poor lady, what the hell is she doing in the middle of a heavy rain?!' hmm... I didn't know either.
I got so wet, and I did smell like a wet dog. I hate that smell, and I felt so cold. So lonely
My family; some issues just went through us lately. And I don't want to tell it here.
I just say what I need to say. And all I wanna say today is that moment:
I happened to remember, how can my father get through it? when every single things right now feels like a turning table. It doesn't seems as easy as turning your palm. It doesn't easy at all.
But Papa, you know that you've got a friend in me right?
I love You. Happy Fathers Day!
dad.
daddy.
papa.
ayah.
Those words are so familiar. Too familiar. But it can't describe any feeling of being a father.
I still didn't know yet, cause I was just his little girl. And I still just wanna be his little girl as long as I can. I don't want to grow up. I don't want to face the real world, but I have to!
...
But these feelings; a totally messed up feelings of exhausted, depressed, betrayed who can completely turning into a big giant love of a father! I can't deny it!
and you might thought it's just another simple story of life, but not for me.
That day. I can't ever forget.
It was in the middle of a night.
The rain was completely ruining my way home. It was already dark, with no people around. And I was way too far from home. I rode my motorbike alone, but unusually I was so afraid to went home.
Oh God, that motorbike; just happened to got it's most worst condition.
And I was like, 'ooh poor lady, what the hell is she doing in the middle of a heavy rain?!' hmm... I didn't know either.
I got so wet, and I did smell like a wet dog. I hate that smell, and I felt so cold. So lonely
My family; some issues just went through us lately. And I don't want to tell it here.
I just say what I need to say. And all I wanna say today is that moment:
I happened to remember, how can my father get through it? when every single things right now feels like a turning table. It doesn't seems as easy as turning your palm. It doesn't easy at all.
But Papa, you know that you've got a friend in me right?
I love You. Happy Fathers Day!
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